Showing posts with label #THISISTRAUMA. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #THISISTRAUMA. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

The words I couldn't say- STOP KILLING US

Today, May 27, 2020 on my IGTV I made an attempt to say these words out loud. But I couldn't get them out, not in the fullness of the way I wanted to. So I am taking a moment to drop them here. 
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Whether you believe in God or not, this is a truth that grounds me and has been so eloquently written by Ps. Brian Houston in his book, Live Love Lead, "... we are made in God's image as relational beings, created to belong, to serve, to worship, and to live in community."

If COVID-19 teaches us anything, it's that we are more connected than some of us would like to admit. We are seeing the real impact of our actions and choices in someone else's life. 

#StopKillingUs has been a rallying cry for me, but it's bigger than the "us" that looks like me. 
I believe that there is a God, whose perfect plan is the reconciliation of His creation to Him and then to each other. 

The Bible talks about the Body of Christ and this beautiful representation of a body. When you put into perspective the various parts of the body and all their roles and responsibilities to make the body whole, it is a beautiful illustration of who we are in Christ and who we are as a COMMUNITY. The Bible highlights when there are pieces of the body missing, that the body won't function at its best. 

When you think about your body when it is sick, the body will attack itself, trying to kill out what should not be present. 

Applying this illustration with natural eyes to the recent story out of Minneapolis, MN, then yes, 4 officers killed a man who didn't deserve death--- insert any act that ends in someone's life being taken. At the end of that narrative, a life is lost. 

I cry out and grieve for the significant loss of life, because the Body of Christ lost a member. A member that would have been a perfect fit for this Body. I cry out because the body is attacking itself! 

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr has a quote about his freedom being inextricably linked to that of another. When will we get it that the virus of racism is killing ALL of us! We are all dying at it's sight. 
This body is ACHING! 
This body is BLEEDING!
This body, OUR BODY, is WOUNDED AND NEEDS HEALING.
It needs the healing of knowing we are meant to be in community with each other. 
It needs the healing of knowing we can't survive this life without each other.
It needs healing.
We need healing.
My body needs healing
MY SOUL CRIES OUT!
His name was George Floyd, "He Couldn't Breathe."

MY SOUL CRIES OUT! 

 

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Not Okay....

These times that we are in is killing my spirit and energy softly. I have been emotionally disrupted with the events that have happened--- #AltonSterling || #PhilandoCastile || #Dallas and the many other events that caused a hashtag, a headline or a history of terror and trauma that have happened before and simultaneously with this time.

Writing is my release, my healing. I can no longer be quite in the spaces that I influence. Action will be my redemption. My voice matters, my vote matters the most and to all of my folks asking what can they do--VOTE!


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Not Okay..

I am not okay
Humanity is not okay
We are not okay

I'm not okay with the state of terror that I live in//
I'm not okay with the blatant disrespect and violence against Black bodies//
I'm not okay with the FEAR, the PAIN, the DISCONTENT and DISORDER that lives within me//

I'm not okay with the silence//
I'm not okay with the neglect//
I'm not okay with the ignorance to not understand the TRAUMA that my community is facing//

I am not okay
Humanity is not okay
We are not okay

I'm not okay with some of the communities I belong to, not acknowledging that individuals they know are in pain and are suffering//
I'm not okay with your inability to say directly to me that you care//
I'm not okay with your inability to acknowledge that you are sorry for what I'm experiencing DIRECTLY TO ME//
I'm not okay with our society making basic expressions of compassion uncomfortable in this moment//
I'm not okay with it feeling like the only comfort I am able to receive, feel and internalize is from my community who is suffering through the same trauma I am//

I am not okay
Humanity is not okay
We are not okay

I'm not okay with seeing Black men & boys walking around me on the street and silently praying they aren't next//
I'm not okay with feeling that I'm making you uncomfortable for sharing my pain//
I'm not okay with feeling that my job is to make you feel less uncomfortable, when my comfort is continuously disrupted in the torment and torture of Black men and families//

Today I am not okay
Tomorrow I might not be okay
But my prayer, my fight, my hope is I will be ~ WE will be ~ Humanity will be

#THISISTRAUMA #THISISTERROR #NoMoreNames #BlackLivesMatter #IMatter



Originally posted on my Inside Keesha's World blog