Saturday, July 9, 2016

Not Okay....

These times that we are in is killing my spirit and energy softly. I have been emotionally disrupted with the events that have happened--- #AltonSterling || #PhilandoCastile || #Dallas and the many other events that caused a hashtag, a headline or a history of terror and trauma that have happened before and simultaneously with this time.

Writing is my release, my healing. I can no longer be quite in the spaces that I influence. Action will be my redemption. My voice matters, my vote matters the most and to all of my folks asking what can they do--VOTE!


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Not Okay..

I am not okay
Humanity is not okay
We are not okay

I'm not okay with the state of terror that I live in//
I'm not okay with the blatant disrespect and violence against Black bodies//
I'm not okay with the FEAR, the PAIN, the DISCONTENT and DISORDER that lives within me//

I'm not okay with the silence//
I'm not okay with the neglect//
I'm not okay with the ignorance to not understand the TRAUMA that my community is facing//

I am not okay
Humanity is not okay
We are not okay

I'm not okay with some of the communities I belong to, not acknowledging that individuals they know are in pain and are suffering//
I'm not okay with your inability to say directly to me that you care//
I'm not okay with your inability to acknowledge that you are sorry for what I'm experiencing DIRECTLY TO ME//
I'm not okay with our society making basic expressions of compassion uncomfortable in this moment//
I'm not okay with it feeling like the only comfort I am able to receive, feel and internalize is from my community who is suffering through the same trauma I am//

I am not okay
Humanity is not okay
We are not okay

I'm not okay with seeing Black men & boys walking around me on the street and silently praying they aren't next//
I'm not okay with feeling that I'm making you uncomfortable for sharing my pain//
I'm not okay with feeling that my job is to make you feel less uncomfortable, when my comfort is continuously disrupted in the torment and torture of Black men and families//

Today I am not okay
Tomorrow I might not be okay
But my prayer, my fight, my hope is I will be ~ WE will be ~ Humanity will be

#THISISTRAUMA #THISISTERROR #NoMoreNames #BlackLivesMatter #IMatter



Originally posted on my Inside Keesha's World blog

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